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tamo gde je svet nalik tebi
gde je strah uvijen
u paperje
zajedničke bolesti

neće boleti
ledeni mesec
i koplja belih zvezda
će zalutati u mraku

nema tamo mladih lavova
koji od tvog ogledala
zahtevaju svoju
najbolju, najveću, najlepšu sliku

umotaj svoju belu kožu
i bele kosti
u stari majčin krzneni kaput
stavi kamenje u džepove,
odvrni plin...
dobro zatvori vrata garaže
i pusti motor da tiho prede

zaduvaće najsnažniji bostonski
vetrovi najhladnijom zimom u londonu
a ti konačno,
nećeš biti ljuta...ni na koga.

i muzika će te preplaviti

talasima.

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"We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep. It's as simple and ordinary as that. A few jump out windows, or drown themselves, or take pills; more die by accident; and most of us are slowly devoured by some disease, or, if we're very fortunate, by time itself. There's just this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem, against all odds & expectations, to burst open & give us everything we've ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still, we cherish the city, the morning, we hope, more than anything for more. Heaven only knows why we love it so."

Virginia Woolf

Music Swims Back to Me

Wait Mister. Which way is home?

They turned the light out

and the dark is moving in the corner.

There are no sign posts in this room,

four ladies, over eighty,

in diapers every one of them.

La la la, Oh music swims back to me

and I can feel the tune they played

the night they left me

in this private institution on a hill.

Imagine it. A radio playing

and everyone here was crazy.

I liked it and danced in a circle.

Music pours over the sense

and in a funny way

music sees more than I.

I mean it remembers better;

remembers the first night here.

It was the strangled cold of November;

even the stars were strapped in the sky

and that moon too bright

forking through the bars to stick me

with a singing in the head.

I have forgotten all the rest.

They lock me in this chair at eight a.m.

and there are no signs to tell the way,

just the radio beating to itself

and the song that remembers

more than I. Oh, la la la,

this music swims back to me.

The night I came I danced a circle

and was not afraid.

Mister?

Anne Sexton

Mirror

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

Sylvia Plath

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AlexDunja 17:36 12.04.2011

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loader 01:04 13.04.2011

Re: ...

Uživancija... na sasvim, sasvim poseban način...

Trebalo bi.... ponekad .. preurediti tišinu...
da zvuči poput
blagog, čežnjivog ženskog glasa ...

Dr M 17:43 12.04.2011

Moja asocijacija

Prvi posle domacice!

AlexDunja 17:47 12.04.2011

Re: Moja asocijacija

Prvi posle domacice!

vi ste vazda prvi, predsedniče,
nego mi se ovaj dečak nije uklopio u ženski blog
pa sam ga ćušnula u komentar...

da se zna gde mu je mesto:)))

edit: da. grig je sigurno
i u eninoj pesmi... liči.

Dr M 17:56 12.04.2011

Re: Moja asocijacija

nego mi se ovaj dečak nije uklopio u ženski blog

Dobro, evo jednog decka koji se lepo uklapa u zenski blog

AlexDunja 17:59 12.04.2011

Re: Moja asocijacija

Dobro, evo jednog decka koji se lepo uklapa u zenski blog

sada bi moj kulturfašizam trebalo da dodže
do izražaja

ne smeta mi što je devojčica
ali mi užasno smeta što ne zna da svira i peva....

Dr M 18:14 12.04.2011

Re: Moja asocijacija

ne smeta mi što je devojčica
ali mi užasno smeta što ne zna da svira i peva..

E, ovoj, valjda ne fali nista..

AlexDunja 18:19 12.04.2011

Re: Moja asocijacija

E, ovoj, valjda ne fali nista.

ništa.

osim antonia

mallo se šalim.
sara je savršeno ogledalo za endru lojd vebera.
sa vr šeno.

kroz njenu interpretaciju i prezentaciju
izgleda duplo veći.

mallo mi se ne svidja ta ženska uloga.

yugaya 18:24 12.04.2011

reflections

Before the Mirror

You take your face and slowly remove the paint,
But would remove the face that fate assigned you,
You wait for the armchair to rise and with a faint
Gesture of boredom to appear behind you.

Sincerity

Inspecting myself makes me bilious.
It's easier for the spontaneous.
I would if I could be the driver of the dray
Who washes great blonde horses all day
And has nothing to say.

Ágnes Nemes Nagy

translated by George Szirtes

AlexDunja 18:30 12.04.2011

Re: reflections

hvala.

yugaya 18:52 12.04.2011

Re: reflections

... gloomy popodne uz naznaku kise savrseno mi je leglo za ovakve teme - ta knjiga prevoda je predugo cekala na polici pravi trenutak, hvala za podsticaj

AlexDunja 18:56 12.04.2011

Re: reflections

, hvala za podsticaj

danima me vrti trougao,

naravno da ih ima još...

Milan Novković 00:13 13.04.2011

Re: reflections

I would if I could be the driver of the dray

fixxerus 20:48 12.04.2011

ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

ovde leži jedna.. pojedena
evo tuu
proteže see
češkaj, bre
tu evo tu tuu
jaooj

znaš da sam se stvvvarno zabrinula
kad si počo glavu da mi grizeš
evo tu
a posle mislim
ma nek jede
nek ide život
evo tu evo tu
i tamo

nemoj sada da mi tu yoko ovo yoko ono
nego moraš to baš tu
ja mislila ti čovek s maštom
a kad ono buuuukvalista poslednji
reko si ono kad sam bila sva fjakasta
da ćeš mi izlečiti odraz sa milion poljubaca
kad ono stvarno milion poljubaca
jooj
tu i tu i tuuuuuuu

a kako se to ljubimo
ko da se jedemo
ko da testiramo otpornos materjala
tu i svuda
ko da smo se decenijama uklapali
kost na oholost
xi xi
booogami tu

ijuuuu
kako me ti jedeš pasionirano
satima
kakvi bre slatkiši
to nije uopšte zdravo
ma lažeš, a gde too piše
plašiš me
tu i tamo

tek kad budem pustila neku muziku
videću šta mi je sa uvetom
al valjda imam još jedno
ma naaaavali
jedno ko nijedno

evo ovde i tu

i šta kažeš
voliš da nas gledaš u ogledalu
o v a k o
i ovo i to i tu
dooobro bre
upaliću lampu
biraj: ovu ovde ili tamo
mada nisam prava glumica
el mi treba za kosu gumica
jel dobro
mmmm tu, too

a što si me tero da ti pričam
te pokvarene reči
kad znaš da sam fina,
da ne volim to baš tu
al da znaš i nije loše
nekako..
šta? oćeš sada?!
opet!!?
jebote, umreću mlada!.
uh, nemoj kad ti kažem..

uxxx nemoj opet, !budalo
maaaa, dobro - ajde
nek ide život
podmetni to jastuče

aa možeš li i ti još ?malo

()

AlexDunja 21:08 12.04.2011

Re: ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

bio mi blam da priznam.
a jeste.
skroz.

samo neće da se ubija.

zoja444 21:11 12.04.2011

Re: ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

brainstorming dve prskalice:

- ti si od onih sa kojima ne postoji juce. ni sutra. samo danas.
- ah, ljudi su tako sebicni.

fixxerus 21:13 12.04.2011

Re: ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

jedna za češkanje

AlexDunja 21:20 12.04.2011

Re: ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

jedna za češkanje

jutarnje su najbolje
za češkanje

edit:
samo me zamajavaš fixeru:)))

ovo nije blog o tome, i to znaš.

sati su nešta drugo:)

zoja444 21:40 12.04.2011

Re: ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

fixxerus
jedna za češkanje

a, u medjuvremenu:

Milan Novković 23:33 12.04.2011

Re: ovde leži jedna, pojedena:.

evo tu evo tu

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron 21:29 12.04.2011

jesi slusala nekad ovu?

dolazi u bg

AlexDunja 21:32 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron

dolazi u bg

da. deluje mi tanko i nategnuto.

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron 21:35 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

hmmm onda ti evo malo teksta njenih pesama za ovu priliku:

I KISS THE HAND OF MY DESTROYER

In her eyes
I'm drawn to the reflection of my demise
My grimace on a screen one mile high
My whole world on a plate for you to try
Relationships are compromise

I kiss the hand of my destroyer
With love I watch her watch me cry
How marvelous my house on fire

Come inside
And help yourself to anything that's mine
Kiss me 'til the tears fill up my eyes
Push me down the stairs and watch me climb
Just to see you smile

I kiss the hand of my destroyer
With love I watch her watch me cry
How marvelous my house on fire

I'll pretend I don't mind
I'll play the dying swan tonight
My feathers will fill up the sky
And fall down by your side

You are the sunshine of my life

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron 21:39 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

ili poslusaj ove uz muziku

Lovers Are Strangers :
Eyes will drift to the sky
In time
While arms keep holding tight

There's a party in full force
Still the guests
Can't help but watch the door

Expressing your uncertainties
Through years of anniversaries
Then five years down the line
You say, "She was never my type"

Lovers are strangers
There's nothing to discuss
Hearts will be faithful
While the truth is told to someone else (x2)

When you look off
Tell me who you really love (x2)

Fall comes by surprise
Looking into strange eyes
Like school kids who are not friends
In the streets they are oonnected

Huddling in the dark
The only number you call
Magic moments are not lost
They'll outlive all your doubts

Lovers are strangers
There's nothing to discuss
Hearts will be faithful
While the truth is told to someone else (x2)

When you look off
Tell me who you really love (x5)

AlexDunja 21:41 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron
hmmm onda ti evo malo teksta njenih pesama za ovu priliku:

I KISS THE HAND OF MY DESTROYER

In her eyes
I'm drawn to the reflection of my demise
My grimace on a screen one mile high
My whole world on a plate for you to try
Relationships are compromise

I kiss the hand of my destroyer
With love I watch her watch me cry
How marvelous my house on fire

Come inside
And help yourself to anything that's mine
Kiss me 'til the tears fill up my eyes
Push me down the stairs and watch me climb
Just to see you smile

I kiss the hand of my destroyer
With love I watch her watch me cry
How marvelous my house on fire

I'll pretend I don't mind
I'll play the dying swan tonight
My feathers will fill up the sky
And fall down by your side

You are the sunshine of my life

ma kul. opšta mesta
u oblandi. treba da vidimo.
muzika bi trebalo da bude, c'mon:)

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron 21:48 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

priznajem svoju naklonost onim na granici kica.
pa zena je ruskinja koja zivi u americi i koja se nazvala chinawoman

AlexDunja 21:50 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

priznajem svoju naklonost onim na granici kica.

i ja

edit?:

i da:
ovaj blog je totalno haotično odličan.
obrisaće ga urednica

Milan Novković 23:13 12.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

With love I watch her watch me cry

4krofnica 00:24 13.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

Ana, delim tvoju strast.
(zivi u Kanadi, ali nevrmajnd:)
dodajem: o njenoj majci, balerini.

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron 08:08 13.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

Ana, delim tvoju strast.

be bih isla toliko daleko. sta ce narod da pomisli posle aviva aviva let's make tresome...?

spotovi su joj odlicni. i taj splin oko nje. neke pesme su ipak previse mracne za moj ukus

4krofnica 08:32 13.04.2011

Re: jesi slusala nekad ovu?

previse mracne

slazem se.
odavno ne slusam cele albume, samo izdvajam ono sto mi se svidja. a kad sam prvi put videla 'lovers are strangers' bila sam potpuno ocarana. pesmom i spotom. koncert cu ipak preskociti.

sta ce narod da pomisli posle aviva aviva let's make tresome

nemam pojma..? sta ima trece da pomisle:)

Milan Novković 22:53 12.04.2011

Life...

...We live our lives, do whatever we do...

...orchestra

AlexDunja 22:57 12.04.2011

Re: Life...

Milan Novković
...We live our lives, do whatever we do...

...orchestra
potpuno.

fixxerus 23:46 12.04.2011

trojstvo:.

često, dok mi se prelivaju razne trojke po mozgu
pa bile to i božije kombinacije
ili zamešateljstvo blumsberijevskog kruga
setim se jedne nedovršene priče Virdžinije tada još Stiven
koja čami tamo, na univerzitetu u saseksu

onako, otkucana na pisaćoj mašini
sa naslovom dijalog na pentelikonu
komotno bi mogla da počinje i ovako:

1) sreća ne postoji.

2) ljubav je nemoguća.

3) ništa nije strašno.

pa se onda ipak vratim u "ovo" , bestrojno društvo
i prvo se izvinim Begbedeu, ako je slučajno pomislio da ga zekim
Vulfovom magijom

myredneckself 01:26 13.04.2011

Ashley&Salma

"I hope the exit is joyful — and I hope never to return — Frida". (Njen dnevnik, nekoliko dana pre smrti)

AlexDunja 09:47 13.04.2011

Re: trojstvo:.

pa se onda ipak vratim u "ovo" , bestrojno društvo
i prvo se izvinim Begbedeu, ako je slučajno pomislio da ga zekim
Vulfovom magijom

pročitao bi te
frederik sa lakoćom...

stari je to
i prevejani prodavac magle

AlexDunja 09:51 13.04.2011

Re: Ashley&Salma

"I hope the exit is joyful — and I hope never to return — Frida".

dijegovo ogledalo

myredneckself 11:48 13.04.2011

Re: Ashley&Salma

dijegovo ogledalo

Dve nesreće u životu-

"There have been two great accidents in my life. One was the trolley, and the other was Diego. Diego was by far the worst."

fantomatsicna 01:36 13.04.2011

Lepo lepo

Raspevano

snezana mihajlovic 07:30 13.04.2011

atwood

The moment

The moment when, after many years
of hard work and a long voyage
you stand in the centre of your room,
house, half-acre, square mile, island, country,
knowing at last how you got there,
and say, I own this,

is the same moment when the trees unloose
their soft arms from around you,
the birds take back their language,
the cliffs fissure and collapse,
the air moves back from you like a wave
and you can't breathe.

No, they whisper. You own nothing.
You were a visitor, time after time
climbing the hill, planting the flag, proclaiming.
We never belonged to you.
You never found us.
It was always the other way round.

when our lives seem, against all odds & expectations, to burst open & give us everything we've ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others, far darker and more difficult.

jasnaz 09:52 13.04.2011

: It was always the other way round.

• verovali ili ne • tako je • i tako je jedino • ko nam je kriv što ne prihvatamo •

da je lepota u tome što • dolazimo i odlazimo •

AlexDunja 09:54 13.04.2011

Re: atwood

volim naša
uzajamna spoticanja...

volim.

AlexDunja 10:18 13.04.2011

Re: : It was always the other way round.

• dolazimo i odlazimo •

Ana WithAFamilyNameTooHardToPron 08:11 13.04.2011

let go

snezana mihajlovic
The moment

The moment when, after many years
of hard work and a long voyage
you stand in the centre of your room,
house, half-acre, square mile, island, country,
knowing at last how you got there,
and say, I own this,

is the same moment when the trees unloose
their soft arms from around you,
the birds take back their language,
the cliffs fissure and collapse,
the air moves back from you like a wave
and you can't breathe.

No, they whisper. You own nothing.
You were a visitor, time after time
climbing the hill, planting the flag, proclaiming.
We never belonged to you.
You never found us.
It was always the other way round.

when our lives seem, against all odds & expectations, to burst open & give us everything we've ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others, far darker and more difficult.

yeahhhhh

jinks 09:35 13.04.2011

...

There's just this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem, against all odds & expectations, to burst open & give us everything we've ever imagined,

though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others,

far darker and more difficult. Still, we cherish the city, the morning, we hope, more than anything for more. Heaven only knows why we love it so.

Mozda zato sto i ti far darker and more difficult hours predstavljaju cudo sami po sebi, odnosno kontekst koji ih cini realnim predstavlja neverovatnu koincidenciju, kada se pogleda sta je sve pa cak i za neke takve hourse potrebno da se slozi da bi ih eto doziveli kao darker and more difficult.

A zamislite tek mozda sta se desava kada nisu takvi.

Mirror

Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.

In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day.

She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.

Maybe the clearest reflection anyone can see is his or hers reflection on the water surface trickled by a tear drop.

AlexDunja 18:45 13.04.2011

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Maybe the clearest reflection anyone can see is his or hers reflection on the water surface trickled by a tear drop.

el to hoćeš da kažeš,
da kad nekog rasplačeš
najbolje vidiš kakav si

jinks 20:42 13.04.2011

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ustvari postoje dve varijante ... kada je suza onog koji se ogleda, i kada je suza nekog drugog

AlexDunja 21:18 13.04.2011

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ustvari postoje dve varijante ... kada je suza onog koji se ogleda, i kada je suza nekog drugog

ma to se ja mallo šalim,
u stvari dopao mi se tvoj nadahnuti možda...možda komentar...

danima sam se sudarala sa sobom
u ovom nesrećnom trouglu,

te lude nadarene žene kad uhvate ne puštaju...
malo mi je laknulo kad sam im napisala blog,
sada mogu da mislim i nešto drugo..

mikele9 18:22 13.04.2011

...ni na koga

zaduvaće najsnažniji bostonski
vetrovi najhladnijom zimom u londonu
a ti konačno,
nećeš biti ljuta...ni na koga

AlexDunja 18:47 13.04.2011

Re: ...ni na koga

ledena ti i usamljena ova fotka, mik.
ali lepa.

Jelica Greganović 21:18 13.04.2011

Re: ...ni na koga

AlexDunja 21:22 13.04.2011

Re: ...ni na koga

još je više zloslutno
što je na ljuljašci...

zapravo ona ima nešto od repetitivnosti
i nevoljnosti ludila.

razmisljam 19:24 14.04.2011

И тако...

Од угла до угла. Троугла.
И кроз коментаре. Тамо - вамо.
Свуда некуд. Упорно.
Али су ми ближи облуци. Не у џеповима.

Барем сам покушала.

AlexDunja 19:43 14.04.2011

Re: И тако...

Али су ми ближи облуци. Не у џеповима.

lepi su tvoji obluci. i dobro je što ih držiš podalje...
od džepova

na obali reke su, baš, baš ok:)

razmisljam 20:01 14.04.2011

Re: И тако...

AlexDunja
na obali reke su, baš, baš ok:)

И међу длановима, топли од сунца и блистави од воде. Скоро живи...

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: It was always the other way round.

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